#MaladaptiveDaydreaming. People say if you find the root cause of your unhappiness you can address it and stop the maladaptive daydreaming. But I am not unhappy. Just uneasy. Out of place. Like I don’t belong, in this life, this place, this country, this nation, this planet. With no idea how to fix it.
I’m trying so hard to be normal. To hide MDD from everyone. I am always on edge, irritable because I feel overwhelmed. Because I am living two lives. It is so draining keeping them separated, not getting mixed up. How do you find relief? how do you take vacation from your mind?
Is maladaptive daydreaming disorder a government experiment? to control people, by zoning them out to what is going on around them. Projecting images, thoughts into their heads. #TargetedIndividuals, #Psyops
Tell your heart to beat again
Close your eyes and breathe it in
Let the shadows fall away
Step into the light of grace
Yesterday’s a closing door
You don’t live there anymore
Say goodbye to where you’ve been
And tell your heart to beat again