#MaladaptiveDaydreaming. People say if you find the root cause of your unhappiness you can address it and stop the maladaptive daydreaming. But I am not unhappy. Just uneasy. Out of place. Like I don’t belong, in this life, this place, this country, this nation, this planet. With no idea how to fix it.
I’m trying so hard to be normal. To hide MDD from everyone. I am always on edge, irritable because I feel overwhelmed. Because I am living two lives. It is so draining keeping them separated, not getting mixed up. How do you find relief? how do you take vacation from your mind?